Christmas morning was a bonanza of toys and gifts when I was growing 
up. Mom shopped all year long and I know one of my favorite dolls, Baby 
First Step, was found by my sisters at Triby's Hardware very close to 
Christmas because it was so hard to find.
Mom and Dad put the 
turkey in the oven early Christmas morning. I believe 530 or 6 am. My 
mom, not a morning person, still did this for a long time.
I 
believe I was 6, the year I woke I thought in the middle of the night. I
 crept downstairs to see the explosion of toys. This year, Dan and his 
friend Billy, stayed up putting together the Jane West set, with 
everything plastic, down to the skillet with eggs and bacon for the 
fire. She looked like the mold of her brother, Johnny West, only with 
molded blond pageboy haircut. A palomino horse and German Shepherd dog 
accompanied her with her brown pliable outfits for riding, and the 
saddle to put on. It was wonderful. I got a Barbie, books and learning 
books, a watch. The watch read quarter to 7, but I hadn't learned to 
tell time yet, so I didn't know the time. Since Santa didn't wrap my 
gifts, every thing was in working order, the watch set and wound.
Excitement
 couldn't be held in, I ran back upstairs to the back bedroom to blurt 
out all that Santa had left. I think, now, how my parents must have just
 gone to bed, so tired, probably just fell asleep. They joined me in my 
joy, acting as surprised as I was. I love them still for encouraging me 
in every way.
In fifth grade, I started suspecting that Santa 
didn't really set up these toys. My niece Debbie who spent most 
Christmases with us, along with her parents from New Jersey, didn't have
 unwrapped presents or the ones she did have left unwrapped, I saw my 
mother buy. I also pretended to not see the doll I got that year in the 
bottom of the hutch, because I so wanted to believe Santa came down our 
chimney. But the Velvet box is still etched on my memory behind that 
locked door.
Sixth grade saw the last of my dolls and my slipping 
belief in Santa or the beginning of the grown up belief in the jolly old
 elf. I got Baby Thumbelina, a soft body doll, that squirmed with a pull
 of a string from her body. She was small, and not as loved as my former
 dolls, like Baby First Step and Cheerful Tearful, but more than poor 
Dancerina, who was practically useless.
Christmas morning 
continued though to hold surprises through my teen years. A hooded red 
robe that lasted for many years, kept me warm in our drafty old textile 
mill apartment in Connecticut. A big box of Estee Lauder makeup brought a
 sixteen year old glamour. The fire and dinner preparing filled the home 
with coziness.
I often rode along with Dad to pick up Grandma for 
Christmas Day, her and Bitsy, her terrier. The vacant streets, the gray 
day but joy of a special holiday gathered around. Grandma was jolly. 
Bitsy had a red bow on her collar. 
Relatives filtered in late 
morning for the big feast Mom and Dad had made. The leaves in the dining
 room table, the best china, and pop, usually ginger ale, in gold color 
glasses that were for holidays. Everything was special for this day.
Happy Christmas morning! God rest you merry!
Thankful for parents who taught me the lavish love of God through the years.
and it is still very dark at six forty five in the morning, so get back in bed!



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